okay, so I really exaggerated a little bit ago about my baking/cooking skills. I am really not very good at all, but I was trying to pump myself up to get myself going on something that might help my family out a little bit. I am still going to try to start making cupcakes, but I need a lot of work before then.
I am having troubles with some parts of my life right now...
Here is my day:
7:00 wake up and feed liam
8:00 Autumn wakes up and eats breakfast
10:00 Autumn takes bath
12:00 Autumn has lunch
1:00 Autumn takes nap
1:00-3:00 clean house
5:00 make dinner
6:00 eat dinner
8:00 Autumn goes to bed
9:00 I start getting ready for bed
This isn't just my schedule, these are the HIGHLIGHTS of my day. Everyday the same thing. I am starting to get really warn out. I have been trying to do things extra like make up things to bake and cook, sew, knit... I am even teaching myself to play the banjo. This is all fun and dandy, until I realize that I still have the same problem- I am always alone. I have tried reaching out to people and it just doesn't seem to work, sad day.
I have thought a lot about having game nights, or baking days, or just plain making dinner and inviting people over, but who would come? I love being a mom and wife, I just didn't know it was going to be this lonesome.
Sorry for the sob story, hopefully tomorrow feels better.